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I cant even vent out here what I refuse to believe, myself.
LOL! Never make yourself too available for someone who does not give the same back..
I give too much of myself to one, and only receive half of who they are in return.
BE A DICK. Lets try this out, see how it goes.
Who am I kidding, i know i cant do that.. silly.
Yeah I hurt people.. But only for 2 reasons.. Because i was stupid. Or because it was for the better... But never intentionally (p.s the grammar and punctuation on this blog i do not give a fuck about) yay.
Id like to be happy... As i wrote that, i actually smirked and went teary.. hahahaha..... Every year, on my birthday... Thats the only thing i wish for. To be happy.... AND for my family to be happy.
Speaking of family.... I always let them down...
Alot know my story.. Alot know what people portray me as.. But only a few know who I really am..
fuck this. goodnight
